Seizure yay

I had a massive seizure last week Wednesday, doubled by the fact that I was kicking so hard I sprained my left leg (there's a massive blotch of a bruise on my thigh) and I seized again while in the ER. Now I'm watching my behavior because there's little else that I can do, and finding that my OCD is the thing to beat to defeat this particular illness. It forces me to push my body well beyond its limits and I can trace all of my previous seizures to overworking myself.

Hell, here I am now on the computer when I should be resting. If I didn't have dialysis in two hours, I'd certainly rest. I'm going to have to force myself, I think.